Dec. 4th, 2007

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I decided to screw school for a while I get my feet back under me. So last night I fucked doing any schoolwork at all and went out for Indian food. I had paneer papadans, chickpea stuff, naan, and sweet Indian tea. My eyeballs were sweating. It was great.

Today I may do some of my Huje OChem Project, or I may do some MasteringPhysics. Or I may watch more or Tin Man. I'm not being worried, or guilty. I refuse. I'm being mellow, and selfish, and I feel quite a bit more like myself.

In addition, tonight is the first night of Hanukkah. MW is coming up. We will sing the traditional songs and I will unwrap presents and maybe I can get her to give me a Traditional Blessing, because I feel like I need one. And she will go out to eat with me. Then she will go back to Lansing to continue her two day long Breast Feeding Conference. I'm not quite sure I want to know what is discussed at such a conference.

Anyway. I'm feeling better. Not normal, but not like I'm doing Heart of Ice either. Like I'm feeling as much as I can safely handle at the moment.

But I still feel like I should be sleeping. Ah, the trials of being Earth-aligned in a portion of the world where we have cold winters and deciduous trees.

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